there are no modern romances

AHEM.

2004-02-14T15:12:03Z

Here is the list of people who I added to my new journal.

_d0llface
angrychemist
ashleyx_x
brokenchild4evr
caramelstars
crashxburn
cronicjestrdude
drowninginautum
matchingscars
metalguitarist
nina__
pockapocka
superxcore
tangleofmyheart
trashi
wickedcliche
xtearmedown

Comment in the "COMMENT TO BE ADDED" entry in my new journal if you aren't on this list and truly want to be added back <3

actualdork @ 2004-02-08T17:20:00

2004-02-08T22:12:46Z

Give me a nickname and eplain why you picked it.

How long have you known me?

What was your first impression of me?

Do you still think that way about me now?

What do you think my weakness is?

What makes me happy?

What makes me sad?

What reminds you of me?

What is my best quality?

Describe me in one word.

Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

"Sorry guys.."

2004-02-08T16:38:33Z

Sorry I haven't written in a while, but my computer is psycho. I'm online right now, but I don't know how long this will last.. so I'm writing quick.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

I'll write a nice long entry soon enough..

"I'm back!"

2004-01-31T00:15:15Z

My computer is back from the fixer-shop. Granted, I am not in the mood to write a long entry, so I'll do the writer's digest version..

-2nd semester started
-new classes are Spanish II, US History & Biology
-made high honors 1st semester (92.75 GPA for 1st semester)
-final grades for all classes were: KEYBOARDING = 97; ENGLISH = 87; GEOMETRY = 88; SELECT CHOIR = 99
-no more lunch with Jarod :((((((
-went to Jarod's after school and played Wolfenstein (I SUCK)
-i miss wickedcliche and superxcore

okay.. tis all for now.. I LOVE YOU ASHLEY(S)!

"Half day.. w00t"

2004-01-21T13:16:22Z

Today is a half day. We get out at 10:43 AM because we have final exams for our first semester classes. That means after the first semester is over, which is Friday, I won't have to be in Geometry, Keyboarding (which I JUST finished my exam for), or English!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

I'm going to bed when I get home, because I am dead tired. I don't know why I am so tired, I only stayed up until 11 PM last night. I do have to present the final portion of my English exam today in class. NERVEWRACKING! I hate reading in front of the class.

I don't have a lot to say, English next block then HOME.
Tomorrow I have Geometry (crosses fingers) and Select Choir; our midterm for that class (it's a year-long class, this time IS midterm) is just a rehearsal during class.. easy-peasy.. bring your music, show some effort & don't talk during class and you get 100!

Well... I'm off to wander the internet until 9:19 AM.

Peace out homies.

"More portfolios.."

2004-01-20T14:10:50Z

I finished my English and Math portfolios..
they look AMAZING!

I also finished the last part of my English exam,
the collage/monologue project.
Another really good effort on my part!

I am so surprised that I am so happy with how everything came out.
<333

P.S. I'm in Keyboarding.

"BE BACK SOON!"

2004-01-20T00:10:25Z

My computer is in the shop, so I am on Jarod's right now. I will be getting my computer back soon and it'll be in tip-top shape, and I'll write you all a nice long entry :)

I LOVE YOU ALL!

Its Jarod

2004-01-17T02:17:54Z

Hi Ashley. I'm sorry that your computer is broken. Everybody who is acquainted with talented Ashley; she'll write in here tomorrow, after her and I go see Big Fish. For Ashley...I love you

"Portfolio #1.. DONE!"

2004-01-15T14:08:12Z

I just finished my PERSONAL KEYBOARDING portfolio. I had to write 5 reflections for it. I think I did really good on it. I hope I get 100 on it x)

*crosses fingers*

Bye.. the bell is going to ring in about 10 minutes <3

"Forgot to add this.."

2004-01-13T14:05:21Z

This was a piece of a conversation [fight] between my Mom & I last night.

Mom: "You'll get off the phone when I tell you to!"
Me: "You'll FUCK OFF when I tell you to!"

I hate my Mom.

"Homework x10 and jealousy.."

2004-01-13T14:00:51Z

I am in Keyboarding right now. I just finished writing another WNB entry, which means that I only have 3 more left to write and I'll have a 100 on my WNB! I also did a bunch more sticky notes for "A Raisin in the Sun" so that I get a good grade on my notes for that x) I <3 sparknotes.com!

I did all my homework last night, which included 15 geometry problems on the surface area of 3D objects.. it took me like, an hour to do those 15 problems. I actually had to write out the damn work for them.. damn geometry to hell. I also had a 5 paragraph essay to write for the first part of my English exam. I hope Mrs. D.C. will check it and fix my errors, I'd like to get a good grade on this if at all possible!

Another part of our English exam is a project that I have to work on with a kid that was hitting on me yesterday in English class, Andrew Diaz. Jarod wants to come to the library with me this weekend when I work on the project with Drew so that he can keep an eye on him, lol. I love my boyfriend.

Well.. tis all for now.. I'll probably write again after school, at least if anything interesting happens!

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

2004-01-12T13:53:36Z

This morning I had to coat my hair in hairspray and blow dry it upside down to get it to spike.

I am a high-maintenance girl now x)

Everyone is jealous of my pirate shirt!!!
*RAWR*

"Tons of new (old) shirts.."

2004-01-11T16:12:20Z

I got bored last night.. so I went into t-shirt surgery mode..

I took this shirt in a bit and cut the sleeves down a tad.

I took this shirt in and ruched the sleeves with some leftover fabric.

I took this shirt in and turned it into a cute halter!

I took this shirt in, cut it down, and cut off the neckline.

I made this shirt from scratch!! I used fabric from an old skirt that I bought at a thrift shop and turned it into a one shouldered shirt.. not too bad for my first COMPLETELY hand made shirt!

<333

NEW HAIR!

2004-01-11T00:21:18Z

I got my hair cut today x)

You'll have to look behind the cut though..
I don't want to give too much away!

FRONT VIEW

SIDE VIEW

BACK VIEW

The green tint is just gel that my hairdresser was experimenting with, lol.. it'll wash out when I wash my hair!!

Tell me what you think <33

1ST SHIRT EVER x)

2004-01-10T14:50:02Z

I just made my first shirt!

I used an old boy's baseball tshirt and made it a one shoulder halter. I also took it in on either side a good 2 or 3 inches. I also made a slit up the side and sewed in a triangle of checkered fabric x) I really love it quite a lot..

Let me know what you think!

FRONT VIEW

SIDE/BACK VIEW

I also took in and fixed up an old "I <3 Zack Morris tee I had. It was way to big, so I took it in and cut off the neckline and sleeves..

Excuse my digital camera's shittines.. but without the flash on, it was way too dark..

"..."

2004-01-08T21:28:43Z

miyagi is sex: everyone hates themselves.
miyagi is sex: unless they're egotistical asshole, i mean.
miyagi is sex: but i guess if you hate yourself, it's just as selfish as having a huge ego.
miyagi is sex: because you're still always thinking about your imperfections.
actual D O R K: then i guess everyone is selfish
miyagi is sex: yeah.

We come up with awesome theories Ashley..
I still hate myself though.

"Um.. sleeps"

2004-01-08T13:26:38Z

Last night's chorus rehearsal went pretty well. For once the Vocal Ensemble was fairly quiet and somewhat focused. The men went with Mrs. Labonte to work on "Festival Sanctus" and we worked on it with Ms. Alves. So all in all, it was pretty successful.

Jarod seems really stressed lately. Yesterday he was in a horrible mood, and today he is just really stressed-like. I think portfolios and finals/midterms are really getting to him. I hope he calms down soon.. this isn't good for someone's blood pressure, haha!

I'm going to get my hair cut Saturday at 2PM. This will be a surprise for even me to see what happens.. I'm not sure what I want done. I have an idea, but I change my mind like crazy.

I also have to go get some 1/2 inch binders and some divider tabs for portfolios this weekend. I want to get really good grades on them, so I am putting in a lot of effort into mine. This will be a good GPA booster if I do well on them. They ARE 10% of our grade.

To-Do List:

~~get two 1/2 inch binders~~

~~get 2 packets of divider tabs~~

write 5 more Writer's Notebook entries

make cover sheets for Math port.

ask Miss Barbosa what *specifically* she wants in our port.

~~get haircut~~

clean my room

~~re-do tape assignment tonight~~

start studying for finals this weekend

*phew*
That's a lot to do!

(Note: I am pissed off because I fucked up 2 of my keyboarding assignments)

"Math class.."

2004-01-07T19:38:16Z

Sarah was absent today :( Oh well.. she'll be in tomorrow. Me & Ashley had to make math amusing, but it wasn't easy. This was the most amusing moment of math:

Me: "If they're called sectors, then would a bisexual one be called a bisector?" [realizes that bisector is already a word & dies laughing]

Ashley: [dies laughing]

"X for.."

2004-01-07T12:48:09Z

This was the funniest thing of my life...

Me: [sings in a yodel-like fashion]
Jarod: "If you sing like that, they [the judges at our national chorus festival in May] are going to give us x ratings."
Jarod: "X for.. xylophone."
Me: [dies laughing]

I love that kid to pieces.

"Oi.."

2004-01-06T23:58:39Z

kittywithawhip07: i'll let you go though
actual D O R K: oh ok
actual D O R K: ttyl bye <3
kittywithawhip07: bye you
kittywithawhip07: aww
kittywithawhip07: your cute

I'm cute because I put "<3" when I'm saying bye to someone online.. LOL, what is this world coming to?!

actual D O R K: yeah im a loser
MittensNromancE: dont worry.. me too
actual D O R K: well we're loser pals then

I have a friend who is a loser too.. glad to have ya around Keith.

AIM leads to great conversations XD

"Sarah + shopping = no go"

2004-01-04T16:23:04Z

I slept at Sarah's house last night. It was fun, because I missed her. We watched "Finding Nemo" and episodes of "Family Guy" while eating a pizza we ordered! We also went to Walgreens to get *something* and we saw BUDDAH in there!! (Drunken night; bus stop kid; smoking pot; trying to sleep with me BUDDAH!) Me & Sarah hid from him.

After we watched movies and stuff, we sat outside her bathroom and listened to Brand New and Death Cab For Cutie and talked until 2 a.m. It was nice to talk to my only girl friend that I hang out with.

Another exciting thing..

Go join rate_me_now

"Rejection.."

2004-01-03T19:20:47Z

I got rejected from emocool

They don't think I'm emo enough for them.
I'm just too cool for them XD

"New things.."

2004-01-03T19:12:04Z

I went shopping with my Mom at some store called "Dots." They have mostly lame shit, but they had a few good things that I got :)

I got a black track jacket that's very tight-fitting, which I love. I got a black flower choker that's hott!! And I got a woven pink beanie, I don't really like it that much, but my Mom talked me into it. She paid for the choker and the jacket, so I'll have more money for Providence tomorrow with Sarah :D

That's another exciting thing. I'm sleeping over Sarah's house tonight :D:D:D I miss my best friend more than anyone in the world! We're going to Providence tomorrow, just like old times. I love Sarah so much!!

"So in love.."

2004-01-03T16:21:58Z

I have the most romantic boyfriend on the planet <33

actual D O R K: * kiss *
CronicJestrDude: * kiss *
CronicJestrDude: * whispers in ear, " I love you" *
actual D O R K: * whispers back, "I love you too" *

I am so in love with this kid.. =D

"Weirdest dream.."

2004-01-03T14:53:15Z

I had the weirdest dream last night. Okay, here it goes..

I was in this metal garage thing with Eric from "That 70's Show" and a huge, bald, biker guy. The biker guy was trying to get at me, and I was trying to get out so I could run away from him. So, Eric & I finally break out of the metal shed and we're trying to get away from the biker guy. Eric distracts him somehow so that I can run away. I hear that song "Right Thurr" playing in the background as I run into the sunset with the big, bald, biker guy chasing after me. I don't know what happened to Eric though.

Isn't that weird?! I was so creeped out when I woke up.. I wrote it down on a Post-It so I would remember to write an entry about it this morning!! x)